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Sunday, July 25, 2004
B' Div 02 (most of us) 
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
XXuan, Puaysan, Kelly, Mi and Pretty Arlana~
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
Pretty Miss Chua~ Pretty B'div Individuals amd Pretty Us!!!!
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
tHe cHamPion B'div group with Huang~
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
Friday, July 23, 2004
++ Graceful Yet Mighty ++
++ Graceful Yet Mighty ++
wOoHoo~ I dunno how to start off...I jUz lOVE gYm!!! aNd I mISS gYM!!!!
SN Rhythmic Gym ROX!!!!
Haiz~ the whole day in school, my mind has been difting off to the rhythmic gym compeition manz....no matter wad i tell myself, juz can't focus in school....haiz....Should haf been like Kelly, pon school thewhole day instead~ But i tink if i do that I'll definately feel gulity ....
Chiong down after school to at least catch the opinional routines finals and the group finals....Borrowed money from Wan ma to take a cab down....Was juz on time to catch Arlana's ball routine~ Beautiful manz~ Quite a succesful routine~ Too bad the difficulty level not high enough to get high marks...
Aniwae haiz....so many things to say...tink the general standard of this yr's competition raised~ At least can see that in the opional routines~ But stupid RGS still dominates everything....Its lame larz.....I mean how to beat them when almost half the team is in the National team right!!! And juz because they are rich and they can dominate the arena~ then all the Pri school gymnast who train until veri good in other schools will juz naturally go to RGS after their PSLE ritz~ Tink its a matter of the rich gets richer and the poor gets poorer lorz~ Nvm~ Yeah~ but haf to admit that the RGS leotards are all veri nice larz~ They rich marhz~ can spend so much on top quality imported leotards and apparatus~ And I tink they change like new leotard for their different routines manz~ Of cos they look better larz~ Tink its bcos of their domination in the arena that a lot of schools are dropping Rhythmic gym in their schools manz~ This yr no more Zhonghua, no more Cedar, and next year no more Nanyang also....Haiz~ sianz` How to promote Rhythimc gym in Singapore like that when they oni let RGS monopolise everything~
Haiz~ Nvm~ St'nicks still rox~ At least we not as arrogant as RGS... and I bet one day, we will sure beat them flat wanz~ They oni that few people from the national team good....( I tink im juz jealous)
Yurpz~ was watching the beutifully chorographed routines and i seriously miss the times when we train and strive for perfection of every routines of ours manz~ whether or not its group event, individual event, ball, hoop, rope or clubs( *sob* didn't get a chance to train ribbon~ so nice). Tink its generally the passion for the sport larz...Of so many sports that i've tried before, rhythimc gym is the oni thing that consist of both grace and might~ Its juz such a beautiful and mesmerizing sport~ No wonder some people regard it as dance~ Watching the routines~ my mind tend to stray off into thoughts like if oni I was better like them last them, if oni I had train more for better standards, If oni I can train gym again, If oni I didn't stop gym after O's..If oni....If oni...If oni.....
Love the days where we will all b training super hard for the whole year round, not forgeting all the injuries of knee, ankle and back and everywhere else plus muscleaches.Then, 1 or 2 months before, our eagerness to choose and design leotards, then Huang will start commenting on our figures and we will all desperately go on diet-watching programmes. From the image in leotards and hair accessories to choosing of apparatus, to having trails and getting mental preparations~ its tough` but we all pushed ourselves through it~ I enjoyed it~ dunno about the rest, But there's juz tis attraction to draw mi to put everything I haf in it... whether or not Im competiting, reserve or even when im caoching the rest~ The scolding and demands from Huang pushed us far~ although we always grumble about it~ we know its for the best of us...The pains and cries when training for flexibility~ hahaha that i tink i didn't haf to bother last time~ But if i were to train now~ its gonna b a major problem~
Woahz~ on the competition day, we will look the best in our leotards, with almost professional make-ups, wearing proudly the St'nicks track suit, carrying our individual apparatus and grandly report to the competition venue~ I remeber Mis Oh saying: The success of a sportsman is when u step into the competition ground so confidently that everyone will stop and look at you and feel intimitated. That, U have won half the battle. Yesh~ and I tink we haf reached that standard last time~ Although RGS was still our main rival.Then, confident as we look, we will tremble and do all sorts of last minute practice aside the competition ground, self-talk and comment on how pretty each other look to boost our morale, occassionally peeping over to see how our competitors are doing....
Then when its finally our turn, haha a feeling that i dun even noe how i exactly feel and how to describe it. Greet the judges gracefully and step into the green mat that suddenly feel softer then ever ( mayb is i myself jiao luan). Pose (if can spot, a little trembling still). Then the 'Deng' before the music~ start the routine and focusing on what we have been training on~ at the same time praying for the best of everything.
Haha~ shortly that less then 2mins~ and then the destiny will b decided~ Good or bad~ I tink i always cry after I come out~ either bcos of fear or that I didn't do as I've expected. Hmmm.....nevertheless, the support form the rest of the team can still b felt. All the hugs and encouragement came in swamps as if im gonna faint anitime~ hahah
yeah~ Then during the prize presentation, we will wear back our track suit and look so smart. Sit together as a school and listen to all the results with our schools getting numerous positions. the honour to wear the track suit representing your school and the feeling that yesh~ I've doen the school proud. Get the medals and took lots of photos together~ Glamourous Days` that I'll never forget.
Gym days~ Days of joys and laughters, Falls and rises that I will never forget and will always miss~
I want to go back and train again one day.Mayb after A's ...dunno if my back can take it,,,I know the doctor advise me not to, cos my already injured back will make me face the risk of getting paralysed. But I juz want to get the feeling back again~ I miss gym, I miss the team and I miss Huang~
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Friday, July 23, 2004
Thursday, July 22, 2004
!?!?!? w o r r i e d !?!?!?!
!?!?!? w o r r i e d !?!?!?!
wAhahaz!!!! 2dae was a total wake up call manz!!! CT lesson~ all j2s were called to the hall and Mrs Ho gave an analyse of our mid-yr exam results~ Of cos its not a total shock for mi larz...yesterday all the people who did super badly for mid-yrs were called to see Principal and get leturced alreadi....and im one of them.( apparently the majority was observed to b from Student Council, so tui lian!) Haiz~!!!
But 2dae the impact on mi like greater lehz...suddenly feel so screw up and realli feel the sudden stress that i really have to do something about my sucky results. Especailly when i look at the break down of marks by subject passes and stuff...although i am always in the majority range....but still.....it add up to a total SUX!!! Dunno larz....almost want to break down after the talk...like tis urgency and fear in mi that i'll never b able to make it even is i start mugging 24-7 now.... Veri scared.....tot my O-levels was screwed up enough to end mi in Nanyang when people who used to be around my level haf all proceeded safe and sound to the top 5 jcs....
Haiz...I can't even do well in my own jc....Tink about A-levels where i am in competition with the whole Singapore's smarties from people who are thousand and one times smarter then mi and more hardworking then mi since ages ago....Last time in St'nicks, with lousy results...people always say 'Nvm larz.....Ur school high standard...tis type of result quite normal..Come to O-level then should b better liaoz....' But now?!?! Im becoming bad to worst!!! Im so disappointed with myself =(
REalli veri scared manz~ never felt so scared and urgent for my academic before~ I dun want to retain~ (although the thought did went through my mind before) and even the thought of giving up A's right now and persude somewhere else. Mayb Jc is juz not my cup of tea....haiz...I dunno larz!!!!
Everyone tell mi I can do it wan~ Its whether I wan it or not..But look at the situation now~ I realli doubt it....
Oni abt 7 more weeks to prelims~ Even if i mugg day and night until I hypertension~ I also dun tink i can finish revising all and get realli prepared for Prelims and A's....HOW??? HELP?!?!?!
I dunnO!!! Feel so lost and scared...He's no longer here to pull mi through everything...and i doubt if he ever will b again~ heard he got into some stupid elite scholarship thing which haf to go overseas for training for dunno how long...And plus all those bonds and stuff...haiz...wadever....My greatest worry is still my studies now~ Im scared~ Tink i will still give in my best for Prelims larz....at least I hope i wunt die that badly.....*sOB*
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Thursday, July 22, 2004
Saturday, July 17, 2004
..::: fate is in ur hand ::..
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
+ reach for the sky~ +
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
-=+ Mi and kok +=-
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
:: Jayne, Kok, Mi~ ::
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
>>> lazing on the sand under the beutiful sky~<<<
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
++ mI & jaYne ++
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
-= + :: s e n t o s a ::+ =-
-= + :: s e n t o s a ::+ =-
wOhoo~ blogger got new features!!! can make my entires prettier now~! haha~ so nice~ finally can haf different colours for my text....tink last time cannot...or mayb i dunno how~ wahahah` wadever~
yEaH~ had a whole morning of boring chem and math lectures....from 9 to 12:30..wahz...sianz!!! But the good thing is that finally the syllabus seemed to b finishing....yea!!! BUT!!! tHat also signifies that exams drawing nearer and nearer and nearer....Boo~ Hoo ~Scary! Haiz...haf been mugging recently, trying to buck up with my revisions( well, at least i know and can feel that i am putting in much much more effort then i ever had) Haiz....i noe its still not enough~ a bit panicking and a bit di-moralised yea~ cos like never ending and like still got so many thousand and one things that i still dunno` haiz~ wadever~ tink i can juz put in my utmost effort now and see what it turns out liaoz....be it if its too late or wadz....
okaez...nvm abt that.....yaE~ despite everything~ 2dae finally manage to take a break from the tutorials and revisions to go Sentosa!!! yEa~ sO fun! okaez.....more of like to relax then to haf fun larz......Jia Shyuan, Kok, Junhui, hsing Chish, Fish, Jun xian and Doris went first, and i join them rather late lat 3plus.... Wahah~ bUt im not the latest! Febri came at like 5 plus?!?! Then we were like saying he come help us pack up to go home wanz...hahah` he got lost in Sentosa larz~ Aiyo~ consider him to b O2 chairperson, go Sentosa to explore so many times still dunno how to go Palawan Beach~ hahah~ Aiyo~
haha~ aiyo~ intended to go Sentosa to sun tan~ (although I aleradi chao-ta enough) and to spot some beach hunks...But apparently the weather was so fine there's no sun~ and saddest thing is that there's not even a decent guy on the beach worth my attention~ hahha lolz`Aiyo` but nvm larz...still managed to relax myself on the sand and play with the water with my feet.Didn't want to go into the sea with the rest cos veri mafan to bath there later~ hahah~
Yea~ made a sand-sculpture of a tortise which look totally retarded. Then played around with writings on the sand~ Was crazi enough to try to take some 'inspirational' photos by myself of different things larz~ tink i a bit shen jing bing liaoz~ wahahah~
After tat, I cao to go watch Musical Fountain cos i realised after so long i still didn't get to watch the new version. (yar! Thanks to those ppl who promise to watch wif mi next time and next time and next time during the O2 period) aRgh~ Haha~ so crowded...Only manage to see a little bit~ but still quite nice~ Next time muz go watch again and go grab a good sit earlier~
Nevertheless~ Still quite a fun day~Siok to relax from the books once in a while...Went over to Harbor Front to haf dinner at Yoshi~ only then I realised everyone there is from Toa Payoh gang...all took bus home~ left mi alone to take NEL~ *sOb* Put up a nvm and strong front to say its okae~ Haha~ but*sOb* its so bored to haf such a long journey alone~ hahaha~ nvm larz~ I muz grow up to b a independent girl~ lalala~
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Saturday, July 17, 2004
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
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>>>> |||| s i c k ||||<<<<
BlarZ~ im sick~ down with cold, cough and slight asthma....haiz.....felt as if im dying....stayed at home the whole day doing nothing but lie in bed. Although I love to sleep, but now given the oppotunity to sleep whole day...i find it so boring~ bLAr~
Yea the doctor say its due to the haze, then my nose sensitive to it, makes mi cough and fall sick, then my lungs contract and therefore asthma. Haiz....okaez...apparently its more serious then i have thought...Thought is juz a bit of cold and cough....Stupid dcotor gave mi so many medicines~ 7 types manz!!! Knew that one of my greatest fear in life is to take medicine, especially the tablets type...still make mi take so mani~ *aRgH!* Haiz.....was advise to take super good care if myself now cos asthma attacks at tis age is said to b not normal...wadever~
Remeber the last time i had asthma syndrome~ He was wif mi~ Wif mi all the while, coaxing mi all the time like a little child, make sure i take my medicine on time and screaming at mi for taking cold drinks...I used to grumble abt how naggy he was , worse then my mother..but now I kinda miss his nagging~ Miss ya dude~
Okae~ Chris~ its so long time ago...forget it.....haiz...I dunno what im thinking and doing also....oh yar...told the doctor that i always get backaches and leg numbs veri easily...She said that its due to my back injury in gym last time plus all the slamming from judo....*serve mi right* Now im advised not to carry heavy stuff and supposed to go swimming more often to train up my back...if not one day when the bones pressed onto my nerves, im gonna b paralysed....WahZ~ bu hui ba~so serious?!?!?
Haiz~ wadever....theres so many things that i haven done in life....there's so mani things and places in the world that i haven see..I dun wan to end my life so young~ blarz~ sound so much like a saddist now~ blarz...mayb its a sign~ or mayb its juz mi in the sick mood~ WAdever~
Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative,
you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are
often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. Even
if dancing isn't your thing, you are still very
creative. You keep to yourself aside from a few
close friends that you can relate to. You find
your own ways to express yourself and don't
have a need to br surrounded by tons of people.
A small group of friends is fine. [please vote!
thank you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?(new and updated results!!)
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What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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Your Kagome! you like to hang out with your friends
and are always the first person to volunteer to
show a new student around, you are kind and
giving and enjoy having a occasional sleep-over
with the girls!
What Inuyasha Character are you?
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You are a Siren. More adventurous than all with a
voice like no other you sit on warm rocks and
sing to the moon and sea. Yet sometimes
shipwrecks find you and raving men want you.
You are a bottle of talent and power. What the
unknown is you seek to find, and a lover. You
have the moon and stars as freinds. There are a
very few of you, what a rare find. Will you
rate my quiz, I think your voice in just
beautiful?
What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
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blarz~ okaez~ enough for 2dae~
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Sunday, July 11, 2004
!!!!!!!!! B O R E D !!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!! B O R E D !!!!!!!!!
muahhahahzzzz!!!! im bored from studying!!!!been sitting there mugging till my ass hurts....sianz! seemed like a never ending journey of mugging....i noe it will end...but the end seems so faaaaaaarrrrrr awayyyyyy....*gRuMp* wadever...gotta hang on....not gonna let the people around mi disappoint again~ I swear in the name of Chris~
*sOb* Jianing's going back to Aus on Wed....so soon...haven realli spent time wif her tis time she came back...(as usual i was too busi mugging)haiz....gonna miss my laogong when she go back...the next time ican see her is gonna b Dec liaoz...by then I should b all free to go chill out wif her...hope so~
haiz....im bored and bired and nothing else but bored!!! Some wan save mi!!!!!
You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.
What kind of kiss are you?
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sianz~ hahah~ can't i b any more interesting than that?!?!lolz~
You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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what the ..... R(A) quiz manz~ MAn!!! Im underage!!!! Wad a crap!!!
You are going to marry Brad Pitt. He is always
friendly to anybody he ever meets and he is
very talented as an actor. He is also very
sincere and friendly. He will respect you until
the day he dies. Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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Woahz! if only....hahahah~!
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Sunday, July 11, 2004
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Wahahahz~ wad a saturday! Got nothing on...no school, no dates, no plans~ Cool manz!!! So loooong ever since i had such a carefree day~ Woke up early to finish some tutorials and slept and laze around the rest of the day~ SIok!!!!
Haha bring my bro for swimming lesson 2dae since i got nothing better to do. First time see my bro's coach~ not bad looking yea~ haha~ He reminds mi of Nicky somehow~ dunno why~ mayb of the sporty look and the tanness larz~ yeah~ speaking of tat guy, wonder how is he~ Heard he got into some NDU special unit thingy which is like damm tough~ aiyo~ dunno larz.. so long never see him, hope he's fine~ kinda of miss tis guy~ (heyz?!?) yar~ my YV01 angel and neighbour and ... haha~ (okay dunno y i've been recalling many people tat i've not seen for long recently...i tot it only happens to people when they are dying???)
Yeah~ still remember the time when he was my angel in camp, haf to admit that he's quite sweet larz...after i heard abt the many stories that i didn't noe after camp form other people...
And the Christmas Party at Becky's house when we were playing murderer...He's always trying to kill mi when he's the murderer even when he's juz sitting beside mi~ haha he will knudge mi to wink at mi but i never get the hint to die~ lolz~ wadever~ crazi times~ miss yv~
aiyo` why the hell am i tinking so much abt him~ ShEN jInG bInG~!
okayz~ had enough rest liaoz....muz start mugging again soon` tink tat's gonna b my life in my no-life life for the next few months (huhz?)
You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.
What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Sunday, July 11, 2004
Friday, July 09, 2004
!?@#$% w o o d s t o c k !?@#$%
!?@#$% w o o d s t o c k !?@#$%
Hmmm....2dae stayed back in school for so damm long juz to support woodstock, yar...NY's veri own rock concert. Not some super grand thing, more like some mini buskers in sch... not many ppl stayed back as compared to last yr lehz....tink bcos of lack of publicity tis yr larz...haha
Yeah~ end sch at like 1:10 and waited in sch until 5:30 plus....
went library to study wif fish, junhui, nat, angel and bird...haha~ lied to the librarian and bked the discussion room~ quite nice to study there yea~ haha! first time i go into a discussion room manz~ hahah! (tat shows how often i frequent the library..)
Kaez....woodstock finally started, as usual later then the time they said, and the system screwed up a little. Haha~ if only tis is a council project, we will shall kanna pump again manz~ yar~ the bands wunt as gd as expected... Waste my time to stay back for so long...should haf gone back wif nat earlier manz~ Some kuku guys including Vegus tried to go in front to mush so as to bring up the audience's spirit. Mi, weini, angel, fish and netty wanted to join them, but ended too hum~ hahah~ finally when we took our first step to step in front , we realised we look like idiots cos we cunt bring oursleves to act crazi like the guys when the music really could not bring us high!!! Haha~ so basicily the four girls juz try to entertain ourselves by making fun out of everything including weini's dance~ haha~ Lolz!!!
okaez~ yea` Mr Lee and Lo-ann Tay came back to perform wif their band too~ they were okay larz....better then the previous bands cos their music too hard rock liaoz~ I dun like...but Lee's band played music which is not so much of our generation, so didn't realli enjoy it as well...
Yurpz~ finally is Richard's band...Haha~ Grace was so excited came around to pull us to the front say is his 'dick's' band , muz support (well, thats wad Grace calls Richard~hAhA~!) wadever.
Finally a band that can make it and plays music that i noe and enjoy... hehe~ manage to catch back the rock spirit and the four of us finally start jumping wif the crowd~ haha~ woohz~tink thats the only thing that was enjoyable for the whole nite manz~ yea
Yurpz~ 2dae accidentally send the wrong msg to Hongyao and started toking to him~ HahA~ Van actually told him abt us kanna bounced at MU tat night~ so no face!!! Yeah~ he said next time after A's muz go chiong togther and sleep overnite @ Esplanade again~ Hahaha!!!! He still remember the last time we spent the whole cold night trying to sleep at Esplande after chionging and was penniless manz! so funni! And he seemed to remember and enjoy tat incident so much~ hahah! so funni~! Okay but wadever it is I promised to self-ground myself till after A's. Yea~ Hongyao says he will make sure i stay by my words~ hahah! wadever~
what the...muahaha~ total crap!!!
Pop punk... I'm not really that fond of you, but
you can churn out some good stuff... Old punk
doesn't really like you but you couldn't care
less...besides it's all about having fun isn't
it?
What genre of rock are you?
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Friday, July 09, 2004
Thursday, July 08, 2004
**** s o b z ****
**** s o b z ****
haiz....bad day....got back all my results for mid-years today. Tink im getting a OFF manz....O for physics, F for chem and math....
Sianz....apparently i spent most effort in math tis time and yet i still get tis type of shity marks... Haiz....realli feel like giving up on my math 2dae manz!!! Mayb im juz simply a CMI!!! Wadever~ Even my most confident paper GP is a total screw up.... Dunno what's in my mind to go and choose a weird and funni qestion that no wan else will do....'The main purpose of arts is to challenge social boundaries. Do u agree?' Crazi...yesh~ Boo saes the whole GP department is like trying to find out who's the idiot who chose this question which is so hard to approach. And yesh~ im tat idiot. Dunno what else's there for mi to screw up for tis exam manz~ haiz....
Shall mug from now on....Even to the extend of totally having no life. Im gonna stay back in sch and dominate the SL from next week onwards to mug and mug and mug and mug...ARHHHHH!!!!!
Shall bare with the no life for the next few months so as to haf better life after A's...Thats if possible....but who noes...i might juz screw up everything again...
Haiz...i mei yao jiu lez!!!! Screw Up Chris!~ U r a Moron!!!!
.:: Chris Feeling ::. Disappointed and Dismay.
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
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My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love-- Coco Lee, Before I fall in love.
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
my dear NYJC 26th Student Council 2003/2004
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
:: :: :: >>>26th in memory<<< :: :: ::
:: :: :: >>>26th in memory<<< :: :: ::
today~ a day that ends a long-walked journey but begins to another to the friendships of the 26th Student Council. The 27th Student Council investiture. Which in another word is our official stepping-down ceremony.
Released from lesson to get change into the invest-u. Tink its gonna b the last time we 'r gonna wear it, at least as a councillor. Everyone tried to make sure we look good and smart, as it will b the last time we will b presented to the school as a whole 26th Student Council.
Told myself that its just gonna b a ceremony, not gonna b a crying baby animore...but in the end, in the midst of jayne speech, still, all the memories and stuff juz flashed through my mind and tears juz come down like nobody's business~ blarz~
Guess its not so much abt controlling and whether or not to b a cry-baby~ Its juz that all of us had gone through so much and gone that far...To declare a an end to it si realli veri heartbreaking....Nvm..I believe in Jayne's speech, the journey might seemed to haf ended, but our friendships will b on an everlastign journey....
"Once a councillor, always a councillor"
Took photos with almost everyone today ( sorrie to those whom i've missed out) juz want to keep a memory of everyone of u in mi so that next time even when i grow old and dying i can look back at all my beautiful friends.
hope the council like the cd-rom that Aesthec made for them (Thanks to clarence!!!) I've juz watched it again fro the dunno how many tiems liaoz....Brought back so much memories, smiles and cries....Gonna miss council lotz lotz lotz lotz lotz.......
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
++ Cristiano Ronaldo Rox!!!! ++
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
>++++ Cristiano Ronaldo ++++<
>++++ Cristiano Ronaldo ++++<
BOhoo~ so tired from staying up to watch the Euro finals last night. What a match manz!!! Went CHIJmes to watch soccer wif Shawn, Febri and Andre...haha~ weird combi~ yea~ but wat ever, met Huixiang and Yong Cheng also....So sat wif them to watch since they already had seats...saw a lot of other NY ppl too~
Hahah~ was supporting Portugal all the way~ cos expect them to win and of cos! bcos of Ronaldo!!! holy cow!! This guy juz caught my attention manz!!!! Yea~ to mi he played pretty well throughout the match larz...juz miss a bit of luck. A few shots by him was caught by the white-haired goalkeeper. Haiz....mayb tats y he's so sad when he lost the match.
YAr~ still can't stop toking abt him....first half-of the match, he's still so smiley smiley throughout the match, watever happened, still can see that bright cheeky smile on his face.(So cute!!!)Haha~ but after Greece Scored, tink he panick manz....start seeing that super seiours look on his face as he dashed and gave all in to attack...Too bad the Greece defend was juz too strong larz...After they lost, he broke down and cry like a baby boy~ Wahz!!! Broke my heart manz! He cry until eys and face so red....make mi feel like going over to give him a hug... (Haha! FAt hope!)
Understand the feeling larz...when u tried so hard to win , and the trophy is juz like right in front of u yet u miss it.It always happen in Sports. Then lose liaoz, for the moment, the feeling is like the whole world has collapse on u. All the limelight is on the winning team and u juz feel so lousy and isolated. Then u would start blaming urself that if only u had tried juz that little bit more or put in that little more effort, the result might b different..Haiz.....
Can't beleive im so into him...I can't explain y....but yar!!! haha actually went online to search abt him~ crazi manz~and guess wad!!! his no. are all my favourite nos!!! No. 7 and 17!!!!muahahah~ WO SHEN JING BING LE!!!!
Christiano Ronaldo factfile
Born, 5 February, 1985, Madeira, Portugal.
Height: 184cm
Weight: 75kg
Position: Striker
Previous club: Sporting Lisbon
International honours: Portugal U15, 16, 17 and senior international caps.
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Sunday, July 04, 2004
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Mummy!!!! the kitchen table got a lot of ants!!!! Wat the......ARHHH!!!!!!Hope my mother kills them 2mr morning...if not i wunt dare to haf breakfast!!!!
Okayz...enough of panic......veri tiring day...gonna type tis fast and i wan go sleep liaoz....
Council:
Went school to haf the final investiture rehersal. Woahz...investiture is only 3 days away...which means 3 days more im officially stepped down. dunno how im gonna feel then....happi? or not?I dunno...dun want to go and think now...think now then the feeling then will not b genuine liaoz....
Yeah~ rehersal 2dae was normal. Everyone is back to the cheery, hyper attitude. yeah~ everything was fine...My court shoes hurts my leg like hell manz!!! Breaking all my toes and wearing it for long is hurting my knee....*sobz*
Eepsz....if next time i realli want to b lawyer then how to always wear court shoes...aiyo~ shall be trendy lawyer...still feel better in slippers and track shoes~ =)
Yeah~ took a lot of photos of council 2dae.....commitees and adhocs....everyone so happi~ miss those happi days...yurpz` then during council evaluation....was toking abt wat we feel about council...and Wendy brought up a point that it has been a roller coaster ride for us... Suddenly something strike mi that i tink its veri true...whether or not its happi occasions or quarrals wadever....if there's no ups and downs...and oni expect it to b up, then the roller coaster ride wunt b interesting and as memorable animore.Guess it applies to many other things as well...
4Grace class gathering!!!!
Yeah!!! Had 4Grace02 class gathering at Marina Bay. Was steamboat buffet....pretty fun.....since jianing is back....veri long never gather liaoz...
yurpz.....18 ppl (plus Ziqing, shin's bf) came...so much more then i expected...Peiyi, YeeTeng,Pinkie, Suellen, XinWei, Kaiyan, Germaine, Chingsze, shin, Ziqing, Zhiqi, mi, Jianing, Rafaela, Shawn, Vanessa, yuqin....
HahaA~ Eat and laugh at each other and gossip....so usual of us...simple but fun...some people has changed, but some people remained the same....Xinwei changed her specs, Chingsze got long hair,Raf got new tatoo, Peiyi as nosiy...hahah~ miss those days in 4Grace~
Yeah~ simple gathering...then mi, shawn, vanessa, Jianing, Shin, Ziqing decided go chill out. Shin and Ziqing went Wine bar....The rest of us ended going MU to find Hongming cos Shawn want to go...Yeah~ dunno y in no mood to club...mayb i was not dressed to club,thus affected my mood, or im juz tired. Wadever, got bounced out aniwae....ended up at Swing to juz drink, chill, tok and enjoy the music..Dunno why my excitment for clubbing and stuff seemed to haf died, or at least not as much as last time...mayb cos im so much into mugging now...no life...wadever...no longer interest mi tat much...haiz i dunno larz....
Yeah` then went back wif jianing...miss her.....so long then she come back once...tink tis yr is the 5th yr she's my laogong liaoz...wahaha~ since sec2....yeah~ tok to her on the train...realised she has matured so much more comapred to last time liaoz...she's like an adult ready for the working world liaoz lorz...haiz....ppl uni liaoz wadz...yeah~ was toking abt future prospects, then i realised i am not veri clear abt what i want to do next time...i want to do so mani things...but so undecided...haiz....tink i'll juzpass my A's first then sae larz...
Yeah~ tok too much liaoz...nothing much to say liaoz.....nitz.....zzZZZzzZZ
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Sunday, July 04, 2004
Friday, July 02, 2004
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woahz....after exam slacking mood. Slept for the whole day yesterday after Paper...2dae still feel veri sleepy...
12pm.
Met Jianing, Sandy and Zhiqi back in St'nicks to haf lunch. B-U day for St'nicks 2dae..so everyone was in colourful coustumes having celebrations in the hall.Haha~ miss those days...haha~ as usual, saw some of the Bimbos wear until like duno wad shit....wadever...
Ohhh......luv the food in SN manz.....Wanted to eat everything,but veri full, so only eat the curry chicken noodles and the ever-ymmuy ice-milo. Yummy~ Mayb next time shall go back there to study more often so tat can eat more and drink more ice-milo....
2pm.
Met Cheryl and hsing Chieh at Sommerset to go shopping for Xinhui's present. Haha couldn't decide wat to buy for her...wanted to buy her a orange top or a orange bag...but didn't see ani nice wanz....in the end decided to buy her some nice orange bikini....haha~ hope she'll like it~
Yeah~ walking around town for like the whole afternoon....as usual saw a lot of ppl.....ppl that i noe and recognized....ppl that i seemed to recognize but can't remember who...and also ppl who seemed to know mi, but i got no impression of them...wadever..
Haiz...bought a pair of realli cute pink butterfly earrings for Shawn....Shall pass to her later during tuition...hope she'll like it...=)
Okay...off to tuition liaoz...im still sleepy....thanks to all the late nite soccer matches....haiz....better not doze of during tuition later~
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Friday, July 02, 2004
